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Hey guys...
Thought I was dead aye? Naaa, a lot of you just wished that. Bwhahaha.
I'm still around. Just things have been calm. I'm still staying with Grandma and Aunt Stacy here or there. I saw dad and JC not too long ago, and I think we're going to go visit them soon.
I haven't heard from WD in a while, but I know we're okay.
I'm actually not feeling well lately, I wonder what's wrong with me? I feel hot and my throat is kinda scratchy. And my hair is falling out here or there. Doesn't make sense, it's fall, it should be getting thicker...umph.
Back to lying down. G'night.
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[11 Aug 2002|11:15pm] |
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WD?
...I miss you...
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[08 Aug 2002|02:00am] |
Happy Birthday Daddy JC.
Best wishes to you today, have a great one.
Love you.
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| Yes, I am alive. |
[02 Aug 2002|03:05pm] |
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No I'm not dead and no I didn't go play with Stuart Little, I'm here :-)
I've been away for a while because my comp crashed and dad just bought me a new one. So here I am. I just saw that Wade's dad died. My thoughts and love go out to WD, I'm so sorry about your grandpa :-( And also to Wade, of course and Uncle Justin. I'm so sorry...
Things have been quite laid back around here. It was so crazy that week before the wedding and now it's just a quiet and relaxing summer day.
Dad's been sick, but he's getting better now. Uncle Joey debuts in a few days. Dad said we could go up to NY and see him :-) That would be so much fun.
That's all that's new here. I'm starving, I've been sleeping all day long. Hope I didn't catch a cold.
*sneezes*
Uh oh...
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| The day after the wedding... |
[21 Jul 2002|02:21pm] |
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*shakes off access water*
Okay, two baths later I have all the lipstick, champagne and perfume out of my fur.
*drops towel on floor and scampers into living area*
So how was the wedding? Great! We had the best time. Well, y'know accept for this joke and that joke, but I'll let it slide Uncle Justin and Daddy JC.
Dad was so excited when he walked down the aisle. WD and I were curled up on Aunt Stacy's lap, I think she thought we were tissues, she kept grabbing us to wipe her eyes with instead of the Kleenex. Dad smiled at me right before the ceremony began and I could of swore he was glowing. He just looked so radiant and so excited up there. I've never seen him happier. And JC too...JC had that big ol' fat grin he always gets, it's the most adorable smile, I don't know how dad couldn't love him. The smile itself just makes you want to jump on JC and hug him to death.
The reception was fun. I went for a twirl on the dance floor on my dad's shoulder a few times, but mostly we just sat on the sidelines, ate, ate, ate, and watched everyone. Then Dad and...uh...Dad?...left for New Orleans. They'll be back in a few days for Challenge for the Children, I think grandma and Aunt Stacy and I are meeting everyone down there...? I don't know, I just live here.
Anyways, the bow tie wasn't too bad, I got A LOT of kisses from relatives for it. WD even winked at me and said I looked cute. *pouts* I DO NOT LOOK CUTE IN A BOWTIE WD!
Now...well now, I'm just tired. And wet. And sickly from all the food I ate. So I'm going to take a really long nap.
Congrats to my dad's, have a great honeymoon. Bring me back a present, you owe me Daddy JC for all the cake jokes. *grins* *laughs*
Hugs to Grandma and Aunt Stacy and the gang for the most amazing wedding.
*yawns*
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| The countdown is on... |
[17 Jul 2002|04:17pm] |
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Less than three days till the wedding and believe me, you'd be able to tell by the amount of stressed-out people running around this place.
And who the heck gave Grandma and Stacy the idea that I should wear a bowtie around my little neck?
*struggles to pull it off*
*slips and does three flips across the floor*
UGH! They put it on me to see if it fit right and then left! So now I'm waiting for Aunt Stacy to come back from the store and get this thing off of me. JC just smirked at me when I begged to take it off.
I hope nobody thinks this is cute.
Give WD one too, it's not fair!
*pout*
Oh well, *sighs*
Dad's not doing too well. I heard him talking to JC last night about Uncle Chris and Uncle Joey. Things aren't good...
Well, greetings from the middle of chaos, I'll talk to you all soon!! :-)
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| Quick blurb |
[12 Jul 2002|10:46am] |
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Okay, no I haven't died and gone to ferret heaven...(though we know some of you wish I did *smirks*)
Things have been kinda busy around here. The wedding is next weekend and I've been trying to help Grandma and Aunt Stacy as much as I can with the plans. Chris and Joey left for New York. I'm so excited for Uncle Joey :-)
Anyways, it's going to be another hectic weekend, but I'm alive, just wanted to say hello to all my friends :-)
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| Happy Fourth |
[04 Jul 2002|11:11am] |
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I just wanted to wish all my friends here at LJ (esp. Steerpyke and Lexi) and of course my amazing family (Dad, JC, Grandma, Grandpa, my Uncles, and WD) a very happy and safe 4th of July.
Uncle Justin, I hope you can forgive WD and I... *cackles*
Have a great day everyone!! Best wishes from Mississippi!!
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| Dear Dad... |
[02 Jul 2002|05:55pm] |
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Dad...
I'm sorry to leave you this note, but I'm leaving for a while. I don't know how long and I don't know if I will get back before you leave again. I'm sorry, but with all that WD has said today, I just really don't want to stay here. I feel humiliated, embarassed, and broken. And Uncle Justin and Uncle Wade are your guests, so it'd be easier for me to leave and come back when they're gone. I will be back before the wedding, I wouldn't miss my two dad's getting married for the world. I'm so happy for you. I'll be back soon. Give Grandma and Stacy hugs for me, Lexi too...tell them I'm sorry...
Goodbye.
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[02 Jul 2002|04:43pm] |
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I just love how the only person that defends me is not the being I am in love with (he practically agrees), but a person I don't even know. A new friend who actually has been there for me lately...thank you.
In other news, things have been quiet around HERE. JC and Dad making wedding plans *is excited*, Uncle Justin and Uncle Wade being all cute, and Uncle Joey and Uncle Chris hanging around with the rest of us. Grandma loves having everyone here and cooking...Stacy too. Extended family :-) I just have this really bad feeling in my stomach about WD and I can't shake it...I guess I'm non-existant to him anymore...but who knows, maybe he just doesn't feel like talking right now?
Humph.
I think I'll go find Lexi and play, sounds like fun...
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| Interesting Morning... |
[01 Jul 2002|10:53am] |
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Okay, so I'm having a bad two days here...
First, Dad, if you're reading this, I don't want Bobbie to come to CFTC! *grumbles* I can't stand her! Just keep me in my cage or else you're gonna find out something bad happened to her. The only way I'll be nice is because I know JC still cares about her, but THAT is the ONLY reason I'm going to be able to tolerate her...*huffs* Okay now that I got that off my chest...
So I guess Uncle Justin and Uncle Wade got in late last night. I woke up this morning and walked by an empty cage with "WD" carved on the side of it. I guess he's here, just out with the others. I stared at it for a long time. We need to have a talk, but I don't know if he's even going to speak to me after what happened in L.A.
*sighs*
I think I'll go walk around and see what I can find...
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[27 Jun 2002|04:48pm] |
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I just wanted to express my joy that I've made a new friend. Hehehe, it's been a great week, Dad and JC are home and now I have a new friend!!
*blushes*
*giggles*
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| Dad and JC are home... |
[26 Jun 2002|11:23am] |
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Things have been going great here. They've only been home for a little over a day and it feels like things are how they use to be. Stacy and Mom cooking, Dad, Ford, JC and Grandpa talking and watching sports. At night we all sit around and chat, it's nice being able to curl up on Dad's shoulder or in JC's lap. I miss that. I miss being a family.
Dad seems a bit down about the space rocket. I think his heart is broken over it, but he feels almost guilty about it. Like having JC and this family and his career should be enough, and it is, I just think his dream was seriously shattered and no matter what you have in the world, that's something difficult to deal with. I don't think anyone has really said much about it to him because they want him to be happy while he's here and forget the bad things...sometimes I don't think that's a good thing.
Aunt Stacy cleaned out my cage...Dad doesn't like the pop tarts much, but JC thought it was funny. I can tell once Dad and JC get married that Dad will be the strict one and JC will be the one I go see to get the things I want... *snickers* I wonder if they'll have a kid someday...a kid would be so much fun to play with. *gets excited*
I don't know how long dad and JC are staying, no one has really said...at this point Dad couldn't pry me off of him if he tried *hugs leg with little arms and legs* *laughs* Can you tell I love my dad? It's not hard...he's a good person (and I don't get to see him often). I love my whole family, I think I have the best one in the world. That includes my extended family too, like JC, my uncles and even WD...
Well that's it for now, I think we might go swimming...where's my wittle raft?
*looks at Lexi*
What did you do with the raft?
*runs off to find it*
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| Lazy day... |
[20 Jun 2002|10:55am] |
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Well, things ended up getting screwed up. Dad and JC left and a few hours later so did we, looks like we passed them up at the airport, cause they're still in Orlando on short notice and we flew home. But I hear things aren't so great down there anyways, so it's okay we came home early.
Dad called yesterday to say that they're still doing talks about his space trip, but at this point it doesn't look good. He sounds sad, I think he and JC aren't doing too well either. It's all kind of a mess right now really. I feel bad for dad cause the two things he has going on in his life that mean everything to him are JC and the flight to the space station...and right now I think he feels like everything's not really...working...out. He knows we all love him here back home, so maybe that'll bring some joy to him. We love JC too :-)
Onto other things...so I heard WD's been around...I've been getting nothing but the answering machine on his end. Interesting that he can't even say hello to me...*ferret grumble*
Well, I'm just sitting around with Lexi and the others, it's a beautiful day outside. Grandma will be calling us to eat soon, so I better go.
TTFN.
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| Our trip to Florida... |
[18 Jun 2002|12:17pm] |
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*yawns*
We ended up flying in last night instead of yesterday morning so grandma could finish up some loose ends at my dad and JC's place for them. It was a long, silent ride home. This time I got to ride inside the plane with the others. We really didn't speak much, grandma had a few tears in her eyes. I think we're all really pissed off right now with those space program people. Dad seems so frustrated, though he tries not to show it. Then there was this argument with JC and my dad. Dad came over Sunday night to talk to grandma, I could hear parts of the conversation from my cage. It just seems like nothing's going right. So that made it even more difficult for us to say goodbye.
I'll see dad at the end of July again, but right now we can't be there for him and he needs us the most right now.
*sighs*
Anyways, the rest of the trip was great. It was more relaxing than anything. A little hot in Florida though, lol.
That's it for now. I tried getting ahold of WD this morning, but there was no answer *sighs*
*curls up in cage*
I think I'll take a nap...
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| Bumpy trip to Orlando... |
[12 Jun 2002|10:52am] |
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Okay, I know, I'm a pet, but was it really nessacary to put me in the cargo hold? I have my own journal, I THINK I'm capable of riding on grandma's lap. So Lexi and I got thrown in with the luggage. Do I look like a suitcase? And when I say thrown, I mean THROWN. *growls*
So we're just getting into Orlando right now, Lexi and I just got plucked from the spinny luggage thing and we're in the car now. I heard JC flew back to be with my dad, so that means I get to see both of them. I'm so excited, I suppose it's worth the stupid ride in the stuffy, smelly, cluttered cargo hold...
Off to dad's we go...
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| After weekend blues... |
[10 Jun 2002|10:26am] |
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Had a great time this weekend and now everything's crazy around here. Grandma's getting her things packed among some other stuff she had to swing by and get from dad's house to take to him. I'm just kinda sitting here on the bed as she throws clothes at me and yells "what's the weather like in Russia, Dirk?" I got covered by two pairs of nylons so far. Lexi's just laughing at me. I wonder if she'd even notice if I snuck inside the suitcase? *snicker*
So, I decided when no one was looking I'd pop an old N Sync CD into my discman in my cage. I miss dad and JC a lot, so I thought it would be nice to hear their voices. Now I have oldschool N Sync stuck in my head. I wonder how Uncle Joey and Uncle Chris are?
Well that's it for now...
[WD email me at the link on this page]
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| A fun Saturday... |
[08 Jun 2002|06:30pm] |
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I had the greatest day with Aunt Stacy and Grandma :-)
This morning Grandma woke me up and she cooked a small breakfast and then we headed up to Aunt Stacy's. She had gone to the craft store and bought a TON and I mean a TON of things for us to do. It was hard for me to do on my own, but I took this really cute picture of Dad and JC that grandma had taken last Christmas. They're in front of the tree and JC has his arms wrapped around my dad...well I made a frame...okay, I know that sounds stupid, but well...I put together a ton of popsicle sticks and painted them, then glued them together and then stuck the picture inside. I glued on little space rockets for dad and little pens...they're like little beads and stuff and the pen is cause daddy JC loves to write and dad and his space rockets, so, yeah and then I put some glitter on it and a little string for dad to hang it in his new temporary place. Mom and Stacy put together some stuff too.
Then after lunch we went to the mall and got some of dad's and JC's favorite candy's and treats. Mom is going to put together this package and bring it to dad next week.
That's about it for now. It was a productive day. Lexi got caught up in the string and she was going around in circles until she got frustrated and plopped down on the ground. It was so cute! So we took a few polaroids for dad, lol. I hopped on Lexi and we took a few shots that way too. I think he'll be happy :-)
That's it for now, I'm exhausted, so I'm going to bed. Good night :-)
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[03 Jun 2002|12:39pm] |
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Things are going great here with the family. Lexi and I posed for quite a few pics for dad and sent them along in grandma's package to him. I've been playing outside in the backyard, sometimes with Lexi and sometimes just by myself...thinking about everything.
Dad's press conference, I guess you could say, kinda scared me. He was talking about how it's a really dangerous mission...as any space mission...and that his life rests in so many people's hands. It's crazy because I am so excited for him, so proud of him, but I'm so scared too. Really...really scared. Because beyond grandma and Stacy I really have no one. JC puts up with me because of dad, but if something ever happen to dad he wouldn't want me. I love my family, I really do, but I just miss my dad.
Then there's WD...God I don't know what to think anymore. I've only talked to him once, very briefly, when I got here. No calls, nothing. I feel stupid now because I never told him how I felt, we never finished our discussion. Maybe it's just not the time for us right now. Why can't I just take some magic powder and turn myself into a human...isn't it easier to find love in a human body?
*curls up under tree*
I think I'm going to go see Aunt Stacy this week. Grandma and I are probably going to watch a movie tonight. Don't tell dad, but sometimes she let's me have some of her ice cream. Shhhh *smiles* And my cage is so cool *hugs grandma* she's so good to me, she's so down to earth and good natured. I see so much of her in my dad.
Well, I'm going to enjoy my quiet time out here before Lexi and I start playing again.
Just...lost in my thoughts...sometimes that's good...right?
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[29 May 2002|10:53am] |
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*hugs grandma*
Well first thing this morning dad let us know that things are looking good. In a few minutes grandma and I are headed over to find me a new cage. I talked to Lexi for a bit yesterday and I've been getting settled in. I like it here a lot, it just lacks...one...thing...WD...
Grandma's been cooking and doing all sorts of stuff, she even pets me a lot, she knows I'm abnormal and like that stuff a lot. :-)
*hears calling from kitchen*
Gotta go shopping now :-) I think I'll try to get ahold of WD tonight...hmmm...I dunno if that's a good idea.
Coming grandma!
Bye!
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